"Yar Yar Knock it down 20 SNCO LAI"

"Besu Right!" I shouted,while executing a march instead of a salute to OC first. "Give me 20" came the reply from OC.

OH MY GOD I cant believe that I got pumped 20 for a stupid nervous mistake I made from today's utterly so non-standard Parade at the flight. Yar Yar so much for being a Senior Spect,still get pumped because of a mistake in front of all the guys in ur flight. Hey comeon, its not say that big a mistake rite, dun I even deserve some face as a volunteer IC for the day and getting the Parade done as best as I could with no practice for the past 1 yr?

Thanks man OC thats such a wonderful gift from u after ur course.

Haha well just venting my fustrations for the day in camp. Althou it was a Parade, but it wasnt that standard in the first place, but I wasnt spared the mini embarrassment of being punished in front of the guys in my flight. I give up, as I realise that althou it felt hurt to a certain extent, but I realise that being a Spect......no matter wat is still a Sai Gang warrior ( Do ur upmost, get the Most ) I dun think the drill conducted was bad in the first place.

Ok~~~My fustrations are vented out alr lar. School of thought acquired though....The embarrasment last for maybe a day or 2, and the feeling will be gone in say 3 days, so why am I being bothered by it? Haha I shdnt waste my energy I guess, just take it that no one will remember it......thick skinned has to be train to achieve greater stuff in the future.

But no matter wat I PISSED today and thats that.